Tuesday

A boy in a crowded morning deli, staring out the window.
In the most humorous of all ways! I turned round across the windowpanes to paint him a song.
It started out just jiggly, but came out funnily chappy.

A young girl came by to take his orders---"So kid, what do you want?"
A sophisticated look is borne in his blue yonder eyes; "A Night Cap if you do not mind."
"Sure. With free range milk?"
"Yes," he nodded, and was already gazing out of the window.
Watching the whole world just slowly crawl by.

His name was Jamie, I just know it.

Thursday

"Oi, d'you wanna hear my Whatnot Story?", she says, absolutely beaming. A blazing sun.
I am quite happy enough to think, "well....!" (but instead retreat to my heap of purple feathers in the corner). "Yeah---so let us hear it."
"Well first," she starts, "I had an impeccable image of a young Paul Newman."
"An impeccable image you say?"
"Yes. The night was moving all so very fast, you see...so I saw this Paul Newman just right in front of me, his body being flanked all  over the place by passerby 2 ton trucks and whatnot..."
"...so you were just running all over the poor guy..."
"Yeah...and the next thing I know, I have this GIGANTIC squirmish paint blob on my face. In fact, everyone does. Paul Newman had somehow cursed us all with this magnificent whatnot."
She licked her lips thoughtfully. "So what colour do you think it was?"
"What colour WHAT was?"
"The paint blob, of course."

Uhm, orangey-yellow?
"So <time> left the <theatre?> for a traceable adventure,
only to find itself within another god's hands. <seclusion> <idolization>"

(And I kept thinking to myself--what is it with all those clothed quotes?)

Swimming in a light blue, the light-light-light-lightness of all.

Tuesday

Just wanted to hold that hand, but someone let go of my body first
I launched into midair, flung out, ----thomp!
An orbit racing the world, colourful tails of stripes and glitter.

What do these tales tell me
On this quiet altitude?

Wednesday

Wanted so badly to join in the fantabulous GAY PARADE that was set to be held in the middle of springtime---
then I woke up and realised that it was only a dream.

Tuesday

There was rain, sudden amounts of it arriving to our windowpanes like a storm of BirthdayPresents;
nobody had yet quite touched the food banquet provided.
The teacher had squirreled around the school for boxes of frozen paninis, french fries, cannolis, and some soup--I offered some to one of my friends, not taking any myself.

A boy I've known for a long time kept helping himself to my mother's homemade veggie stew.
He somehow missed the carrots, all lying in a heap of liquid in the camel-coloured bowl.

The windows turned pitch black, then silver--then a blaze of red, green, and blue. Like when the telly goes a bit berserk. There was, in fact, so much rain that nothing could possibly be seen from these windows. I was the sole witness of this momentary phenomenon, taking place just seconds before the windows begun to crack.
The glass was giving in.

"C'mon," I hollered, "Gather round here so we won't get hurt......!" I paused, reflecting upon how awfully heroic I was acting up. I shrugged; the broken bits of glass stuck in my fingers from last week's wine glass had no doubt boosted me into this level of sheer naivety. "Better hurry or the glass will----"
BREAK

Monday

She had her head held up high, simply in awe.
Wondering if I would ever answer..

Wednesday

The scene was an open reception, an all-you-can-eat gathering of somewhat peculiar dishes; clumsy, colourful terrines made from Mangos/Asparagus/MoldyPeaches/SageSausages/PickedSardines/PinkBitsOfGinger/YellowPaprikas/ShreddedPumpkin...., and green salsa soup and vegetable rice croquettes and helpful condiments layed out, like an entire kitchen turned upside down--hinting the flavours of a certain purplish-bubbly pot au feu. It looked like it had lumps of coal in them: YUMMY
A frivolous, flamboyant feast it was.

I took back what looked like an unknown vegetable wrapped steadfast in EggishRicePaper(so....is it an egg? Or rice paper?--the uncharted mysteries of food, oh.., so many..). Curiously, I hadn't intended to bring that with me. I had no intentions of consuming it whatsoever--and yet, it lay flat stuck on my plate like a stubborn snailish-sponge, unnverving in every available sense.
How provocative a dish could be!

I got on my bus("my" bus..a bus I've never ridden, never seen; but somehow, knew. Just as one could easily imagine, how delightfully squirmish MashedBananas would feel like between their toes--make that Cold February Morning Just Got Out Of Bed toes!--- and yet, have likely not to ever been in such a state.)..and actually, my bus had left off, zooming past with my dish of EggishRicePaper wobbling on one of its many anonymous seats, just as I had left for the restroom.
How violent a bus could leave!

I fixed my heart and snapped into the restroom, only to find myself half-naked as I came out. My working hours at the bistro have printed this illusion no doubt, as just last night, I was fixing my apron to hide my jeans..and I quickly back-hugged a favourite friend;

"I've lost my undies!" although I still had my underwear on.
"You have your undies on," she snapped, "Look here. See?"
:) She is one of my favourite friends, you see..

I told her about the latest rave of MysteryNovels: she smiled excitedly, promising me she'd read it first chance she got.

Tuesday

"She was beautiful," he implied, "BeautifulVibrantBeauuutiful."
Then he paused, for a few collective moments. "His daughter--Chrissy--she was another beauty. The clashingly beautiful type, you can never seem to get away from."

*      *      *      * 

Each individual was immersed in their own, seperate, capricious, highly-careless thoughts.

Saturday

The bird was swimming in a murkish pool of FATIGUE,
and somehow I was inclined to save her, for the sake of....myself.
Or else the bird would die, that was for sure.

Her legs waded wanefully with every move I made, setting her lower body in the cupped water and gently trickling it. Eyes shut, she made several attempts to raise her beak.
As if she wanted to tell the world a whole new DESIRE.

However, I soon realise that she wanted nothing more but a few farewells. Rested in peace, she waned.

Ophelia.

Friday

There was an attractive Underground-Party taking place, and I was supposedly invited--or, had been anticipated, so to speak.

"It's been so long, so very long!...Ah, how are you these days anyway?" they say.
"Yes," I stutter. "Yes, well quite....quite well, quite well indeed. And you?"

There were no such perceptions as limits around here.
As always!

*     *     *     *
My brother was curled up like a nuzzly cat-a-tat in the platinum safe. He wore fluffly whitish pajamas, that no doubt belonged to somebody else.

"Why," I said, "Why the miserable face?"
"Because you FOUND me!" he suggestfully exclaimed.  :)

*     *     *     *

And someone (godknowswho) had a few tricks up their sleeves.....

Thursday

She embodied GRACE with such strength, subtle words escape me....

Her website was http://www.woman.lx.jp/
or something like that.
They were brought into the hospital beds together, now lying side by side. Looked fine, talked fine---just didn't seem fine. I was their long-time friend, advisor, personal doctor; they'd called me up after being waken conscious.

"So, what brings you two here?" I asked, flipping my pen out from my whitish jacket and scribbling down something confusing.
The newly weds watched my hand's movements anxiously, as if my hand were to suddenly snap and strike at them like an angry lion. "We're in troublesome times," the man finally spoke.
"....Yes, I see that," I continued to scribble, "so you two had an accident..."
"An ACCIDENT." declared the young woman.
I looked up at her. Her hair was successfully neat, and messy. "Yes, an accident. I thought I said so."
"......It was an accident....," she murmered. The voice was grave and stone-hard, like a windswept tombstone. "An accident...." My right brow began to slowly arch.
The man faced her. "Now stop!" he hissed, "and don't you start that all over again here....!" His eyes searched her face for the slightest hint of amusement, understanding, tenderness---yet, he failed to detect a single one.
I looked at each of the two, and then the both of them as a set. "Am I being left out on something?"
"She just had a miscarriage," the man spat out. "Another one. We saw Wu you know, two times...... and that bastard let this happen twice." The woman suddenly straightened up, her face further forlorn but strongly determined; as if the momentum of this reality had ignited her into action. "Yes," she said, "Doctor Wu. It was Wu, Wu all along."
Now both my brows were equally and highly arched. "But couldn't you have called me, being around here so often then?---And Wu, oh Wu....."  I couldn't continue.

Monday

A bath, it was, that I'd promised to give him in "about 10 minutes---wait for me, won't you? I promise I'll be there so fast, you wouldn't even realise that I was gone anyway."

But I never found the time to do it.
When I'd returned, about 40 minutes later, he was waiting for me in the doorway, throwing a party of a tantrum.
I named him: Little Hurricane.

Sunday

The plains had gradually transformed into meadows, then forests....
The bird flown into the khaki-green, leaving only a trail of something behind.

"Oi, where is she?" shouted someone, "I can't see anything round here, you know.."
"We'll find her," I replied. (Then, quietly, "...eventually.")
"She keeps on flyin' and flyin' and flyin' and"
"FLYIN'," my mentor snapped. "Because, she's, a BIRD."

I found her perched between some cozy, gorgeous branches. Gorgeous, with intimate lonelieness...  "She's there."
A pile of stranded chairs were waiting for me, all huddled in someone's backyard. A handsome Victorian blue struck the air vividly. I turned, facing a terribly spacious wall of bluest yonder. Someone yelped in delight---or was that me?

The bird flew away, it seemed. Somehow we never got hold of her, though I was quite sure we would. She was mum's favourite; I began practising breaking the news to her.

*       *       *       *

She used to be my maths teacher. Today we were talking about some stacks of freshly prepared sandwiches. The whole class was horribly immersed in this minute topic, grinding their minds for further suggestions. The girl in subject....the verdict....was hungry as a howling lion, and kept swishing her outrageous ponytail as someone spoke, like an animal wagging its tail.

"This one has organically-bred chicken and fresh fruit tomatoes," a student exclaimed. (swish, goes the ponytail!)
"...How wondrous! But just to say, the bread looks foggy."
"Though, my dear, the chicken is exciting," a girl beamed. (swish) "I would once again like to point out its virtues---bred, raised only on pomegranate seeds and mushroom powder. How enchanting is that?"
"But I don't even LIKE chicken," the ponytail swished. "I just..want.. some LETTUCE...."
"Lettuce? Did someone say...lettuce?" spoke a young fellow. On second thought, spoke my geography teacher. "This one has roquefort and lettuce, and nothing else. De-licious."
SWISH. "Ouu...but such a robust combination, no? Roquefort and bread?"

My maths teacher clicked and clacked her toes and came our way. We turned round, looking into her glowing face. "Oh," she said, "I think I found something quite fine..."
She pulled out the chicken sandwich, roquefort-and-lettuce sandwich, and various others that were already discussed, and there emerged two pieces of rye bread.
"Wow, (swish), MUKS!" she smiled.

Saturday

First I thought the night was young. It turned out, it wasn`t....


*        *        *       *

Roaming about the streets, the car was smashed into smithereens. It was just a dream---or so I carelessly reckoned. It might have been real; it might have not. Anyway, he took me by the arms and dragged me down the staircase to straighten this whole ordeal out.

"How were you driving, honestly, to acheive such masterful catastrophe?" he said.
"I LIKE that...," I mumbled. "I do like that theme. Masterful Catastrophe, Masterful Colourful Car Crash Disasters....oh, no, I do not. I just like those suggestive notions, not the contents itself. Surely you...?"
He waved his hand back and forth (absolutely resenting me). "Yeah Yeah Yeah."
I smiled like a tiny fox. Like a glittering little twinkle in this crystal-lonely-universal-ambivalence....
"What's THAT?" he exclaimed, standing up and knocking his brandy glass all over the table. "MUKS." he sighed.

*       *       *       *

A research paper was due the moment we'd all wake up. In a sea of four flattened out matresses; a young man, a monk, a lady, and I---sleeping side by side.
Should an earthquake mess this paper up, "We'll have to evacuate." someone started.
"W-wh-where?" a panicky stutter.
"Nowhere. Great grievances!" a cranky monk fired. "Just rest, my dears, and you shall see...." His arms fluctuated as if he were about to meditate. We all scrambled for our beds. PLOMP! as our backs hit the sheets.

"Shall we?" I said. Our eyes meddled, our minds fiddled with high-low-high fidelity....

I jolted upwards as someone was crawling around my stomach. My dear young man! He must've been sailing the high-low-high, between the ferocious waves, beneath the clawing rocks, besides the lonely sea. Squirming for his life, he managed to escape my whimsical attemps to catch him,

"and eat him?" the lady suggested. Then came a gallery of heartful laughter (ohoho phewy HEHEHE reakakakaka tretetrete Tiiiiish HuHuHuHu!), subsided by a glimpse of the sunlight-shatter...

*      *      *      * 

Then there was bliss. Careful touching light, glowing, heartful voices.
--Good Morning.
Paul, Paul, Paul....

Paul McCartney and I slung our bodies halfway over the banisters, leaning over the murky Thames. The river was endlessly gray....gray gray gray gray gray gray gray
But no harm ado; Paul is here....
We were cruising, apparently, in this terrible cold afternoon.
And it was Christmas.

"So this is Christmas...." I started, out of the blue.
"And what have you.... done....." Paul followed. "Another year over...."
"....And a new one just begun...."  A huge smile was spread all over my face.
"That's a really nice song, I like it." he said.
"Yeah," I nodded.

And thought:
"The way you say 'year over'....in that special, Paul-ish  way....it's brilliant. Simply, outrageous, BRILLIANT...!"

Paul said nothing much as he looked over the horizons with a muzzly-look on his face. A muzzly-look; as if he were going to sneeze and burst out laughing at the exact same time. There were few people around, as we shared a sense of strangely comforting peace.

"...What's your favourite Beatles' song?" Paul asked me, some while after.
"....my all time.....all time... favourite would be, 'I'm Only Sleeping'...and 'Michelle'...!...and 'For No One'. "
Paul shrugged and nodded somewhat proudly.
"And yes," I continued, "I loved that little session you held once."
"Which one?"
"That....awfully little one. Sorry, it didn't leave much of a mark. It was a bit like Roger....Robert Wyatt."
Paul gave me a terribly puzzled look. "Robert Wyatt?"
"Robert Wyatt. He was popular in the sev----"

Then I realised that this may not even be the 70's. Maybe I was enjoying the multi-dollar pleasure of talking to a 60's-Paul McCartney.  (WOWS....)

I shrugged.
"He's a cool guy with cool music. You'd like him, he's like a living artform of one of those pictures snipped out of 'Sgt.Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band'."
"Psychedelic, I see."
"Like a pantalone....in striped pants, sky-blue and canary yellow. With a stalk on his head."
"Stalk....a carrot." Paul beamed.
We were a funny bunch.

"Merry Christmas Paul," I mumbled. I adored his young and snug face for an eternity of a second. "Paul....."
"Yeah?"
"...Just live? Please, just live."
Paul gave me a huge-sunshine-blazing smile, and sneezed like a hurricane.

Thursday

Multiple encounters were met between the two sets of corridors, parallel conversations making their way through the walls, beneath the Earth's surface....

In one corridor;
"I rated those too harshly. I was, you know.... out of my mind then."
"Oh yeah, I couldn't bear to release mine either!"


In another;
"Your report. Is it coming?"
"Well, uh.....sort of, I'd say...."
"Don't look at me so sheepishly, just tell me..."


*        *         *         *

I was driving down the left of a three-lane road. The middle lane was a bypass.
It was surely a thrilling nightmare.
I cranked up my seat lever about 6 times before my face could peer out of the dashboard. I didn't remember anything I'd learned in driving school. Cars were zooming by, one actually confronting me from head first----seconds later, I barely managed to swerve two lanes to the right. I'm not doing anything right....   

Some moments later, all is good. I'm on top of everything; my hand is steady, my gaze is held. The car chaos never learns to cease, but it's okay.

Nothing much had changed.
It was just me.


*       *       *        *

My teacher, back two years.
Whatever I said, he averted it.

Monday

It nearly spoke to me.
But those words blurted out were still undeciphered by the human age.

Sunday

I'd unloaded a heap of happiness in midair...